Normally, I hold myself from hurting others. But, this time it has gone too far. Sorry, I couldn't hold it anymore. I need to vent my anger out. I feel sorry for you, if you read this and have difference of opinion. It was too much for me during Haiti last year.
Hold On.
If you feel sad and pray for victims of EarthQuake in Japan yesterday - although I write this blog to address you - don't read this piece of blog any further. This might hurt. Hurt bad. Real bad. Coz, I'm going to pour my heart out, and I am not sure you can handle this much heat (you may call it venom). This is a foul-mouthed piece I am writing. Coz, I need it.
I got real pissed off when I heard religious authorities, like Pat Robertson, calling the Haiti Quake as GOD's revenge. My Blood Pressure shot off the roof when I heard him saying (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=59NCduEhkBM) the Haitians had a pact with DEVIL, and are suffering for it. But, that time, I held my nerve with support from my friends, and especially the documentaries I watched about Cognitive Sciences, about why Humans rely on religious/spiritual stuff.
Though this time, there are no such bull-shits from religious authorities so far, (or did I miss them???) I feel so angry as people are missing the triumph of human spirit. Instead of rejoicing in this glorious occasion, people are wasting time in praying to the non-existent GOD.
Understand this. There is no GOD and he has no pattern or grudge or design or whatever 'against' or 'for' you. 'NATURE' doesn't have conscious or feelings, and 'NATURE' is not a 'thing'. Have this very clear - NATURE doesn't give a SHIT about what you do. You cut a tree or plant a tree, there is no conscious NATURE GOD watching from the skies and is not going to punish or reward you. If anything, everything you do is related to your environment and follows the simple fact of "Cause-Effect".
Look at the positive side. There's a Quake and Tsunami hitting the North-East Coast of Japan. There is a superb infrastructure built for rescuing people and an effective warning system which alerts everyone, and due to this the casualties are limited to Thousands. That too, after the Quake hit one of the most populous regions. Consider the Quake in 1995 where the human lives lost are more. The Technological improvements, us Humans have made, has reduced the damages to lives. Within minutes, the NEWS gets across the world, people calculate the WAVE travel speed, and warn the surrounding islands. This is an extraordinary human achievement. If you miss the scale of this achievement, and turn to GOD, then I feel sorry for you. Consider this. The observable Universe is 46.6 Billion Light Years in size, and in this magnitude, compare the size of the human brain. Yet, the Human brain, by its sheer capacity to "THINK" has enabled its own species to save some lives. ONE LIFE. Just one more life saved by this Human Technology is worth this rejoice.
Now, don't come to me saying that, Human Technology is nothing when faced with GOD's fury. If you think so, then again, you are missing the point. Ask yourself. Do you give up your life, when faced with a disease? Do you tell yourself that, this is what GOD has given, disease - and consequently - death, and be with HIM for eternity? Don't you take medicines? What's driving you to LIVE? If you say that GOD is testing you by giving disease, and cures you when you pray to HIM, doesn't it sound silly? What kind of a nasty pervert, GOD has to be, to give you disease, as well as the means to fight it, just so that HE can test your faith?
So, stop praying, and learn lessons from this disaster, and work for our species' future survival. If you don't understand what I am trying to say, and think that my mind is twisted, please DON'T pray to GOD for me.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
VALENTINE's DAY ?
Spoiler alert: I love. I hate.
Now, all the world is going to celebrate Valentine's Day. They say, they celebrate love. But, I never had much respect for this 'LOVE' thing. I still believe, people give more respect than due, to love. Let me explain.
Before we go any further, let me separate love as people understand it, love as people do it, and love as people feel, and in what way I differ....
Emotion
Love as an emotion. This is what most people 'feel'. The attractive force, one person 'feel' toward other, be it a person, a material, or anything, is often referred as love. I think the correct word for this is 'like', which is a form of desire. When someone says, 'I love Chocolates', what they mean is, they 'like' chocolates. Chocolates make that person feel good. That's it. This applies to people too. When a man loves a woman, it is purely a emotion driven by biological needs, both physical as well as mental. The attraction which is built in the DNA as a function of survival instinct, and the desire to survive, is what drives it. This applies to homosexuals (chance mutation) too, obviously. But, this 'emotional' form is so powerful. So much so that, people kill each other for it. Even themselves.
Even I tried emotion for the last two years. I dropped all my protection - trust me, it is possible - I just switched off what my logical brain says, and followed whatever the next person feels; so much so that I hurt myself in the process. I involved myself in emotion more vigorously, when I heard this incident: An ex-colleague of my friend, was looking after his ailing mother. His father deserted the family. This fellow, in his 30s, didn't marry, left his job, to look after his paralyzed mother. With whatever he had for living, he was looking after his mother with devotion. The mother died. After that, this fellow whose only purpose in his life was to serve his mother, lost his purpose for life, and killed himself. Logically, for me, it didn't make any sense. So, I tried emotion for myself.
'Emotional intelligence' was never my strong point. I felt from my young age that, 'emotions' are weakening and blinding. I was calculative, and logic driven. I hated wrong things, than loving/liking correct things. But, without experiencing it, and overcoming it, its not fair of me to throw 'emotional' love into the trash. Hence, the exercise. I went through everything honestly. My judgement was right. Emotions are blinding. It blinds the thinking capacity. Now, I'm getting better. The best part is, I don't need any protection now. Now that I have started gaining 'emotional intelligence' I can 'feel' emotional love too, without the stupidity involved in it. But, I would not give the importance people give to it, nor the respect.
Scriptures
Next, Love, as people do it. This is driven by people understanding the word 'love' as something superior, because they were taught so. Religious scriptures play an important role in it. Most of the scriptures, tell people that, the best and only way to reach GOD is by loving the next person as yourself, and help others. Charity and other pseudo-altruistic behaviours fall in this category. The most senseless sentence I have ever heard in my life is, "The purpose of life is to help others". On top of hearing it, it sounds nice. But, dig deep, it doesn't make any sense. By simple logic, the statement falls into pieces. If your life's purpose is to help others, what would you do, when you get stuck in an island alone?
Idea
This is how I pursue Love. This is what all matters to me. Love as an idea. This idea is about giving and more importantly sharing. Simple. Don't confuse this 'giving' with charity. This idea is about giving the best I have. This means I love myself. I love everything and everybody. I need, I want to get myself the best of everything, my environment has to offer. I need persons around me, things around me to give me pleasure. For me to survive and make a good time out of my existence, I need everybody and everything around me to give the best they have. Now, by logic, unless I reciprocate this gesture, I can't survive long. This is where 'Natural Selection' has devised 'altruism', I believe. This is what great philosophies of the past, including 'Hindu philosophy' has greatly emphasized the need for Love. Love, as in giving, as in sharing. And I pursue this now, emotionally intelligent, with more respect. This is mutually beneficial for all the practisioners unlike the ones which are driven emotionally alone, and by (mis)conception of mind.
That's why Love and Hatred for me is same. And this is why I respect the next human, and everything around me. This respect is enough for a good life. And the drive comes from self-respect. So, I would say, have self-respect, and be honest to yourself, and you don't need to celebrate love with a day dedicated for it. You would celebrate every moment of your existence. But, let me tell you, this is not as easy as you follow Love now. It takes tremendous courage to be honest to yourself. This is why I respect Gandhi in spite of his theistic background and other wrong deeds. And this is why I hate 'Mother Teresa' and have no respect for her.
Do this, and the affection you have for the people will be complete and beneficial to both of you. Even if the other person doesn't understand your affection, and is emotionally weak and less intelligent, don't lose heart. Never stop loving yourself, and you would not miss any body's love.
And you would not need a day to celebrate love. And for those who do not understand my idea of love, HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY........
Now, all the world is going to celebrate Valentine's Day. They say, they celebrate love. But, I never had much respect for this 'LOVE' thing. I still believe, people give more respect than due, to love. Let me explain.
Before we go any further, let me separate love as people understand it, love as people do it, and love as people feel, and in what way I differ....
Emotion
Love as an emotion. This is what most people 'feel'. The attractive force, one person 'feel' toward other, be it a person, a material, or anything, is often referred as love. I think the correct word for this is 'like', which is a form of desire. When someone says, 'I love Chocolates', what they mean is, they 'like' chocolates. Chocolates make that person feel good. That's it. This applies to people too. When a man loves a woman, it is purely a emotion driven by biological needs, both physical as well as mental. The attraction which is built in the DNA as a function of survival instinct, and the desire to survive, is what drives it. This applies to homosexuals (chance mutation) too, obviously. But, this 'emotional' form is so powerful. So much so that, people kill each other for it. Even themselves.
Even I tried emotion for the last two years. I dropped all my protection - trust me, it is possible - I just switched off what my logical brain says, and followed whatever the next person feels; so much so that I hurt myself in the process. I involved myself in emotion more vigorously, when I heard this incident: An ex-colleague of my friend, was looking after his ailing mother. His father deserted the family. This fellow, in his 30s, didn't marry, left his job, to look after his paralyzed mother. With whatever he had for living, he was looking after his mother with devotion. The mother died. After that, this fellow whose only purpose in his life was to serve his mother, lost his purpose for life, and killed himself. Logically, for me, it didn't make any sense. So, I tried emotion for myself.
'Emotional intelligence' was never my strong point. I felt from my young age that, 'emotions' are weakening and blinding. I was calculative, and logic driven. I hated wrong things, than loving/liking correct things. But, without experiencing it, and overcoming it, its not fair of me to throw 'emotional' love into the trash. Hence, the exercise. I went through everything honestly. My judgement was right. Emotions are blinding. It blinds the thinking capacity. Now, I'm getting better. The best part is, I don't need any protection now. Now that I have started gaining 'emotional intelligence' I can 'feel' emotional love too, without the stupidity involved in it. But, I would not give the importance people give to it, nor the respect.
Scriptures
Next, Love, as people do it. This is driven by people understanding the word 'love' as something superior, because they were taught so. Religious scriptures play an important role in it. Most of the scriptures, tell people that, the best and only way to reach GOD is by loving the next person as yourself, and help others. Charity and other pseudo-altruistic behaviours fall in this category. The most senseless sentence I have ever heard in my life is, "The purpose of life is to help others". On top of hearing it, it sounds nice. But, dig deep, it doesn't make any sense. By simple logic, the statement falls into pieces. If your life's purpose is to help others, what would you do, when you get stuck in an island alone?
Idea
This is how I pursue Love. This is what all matters to me. Love as an idea. This idea is about giving and more importantly sharing. Simple. Don't confuse this 'giving' with charity. This idea is about giving the best I have. This means I love myself. I love everything and everybody. I need, I want to get myself the best of everything, my environment has to offer. I need persons around me, things around me to give me pleasure. For me to survive and make a good time out of my existence, I need everybody and everything around me to give the best they have. Now, by logic, unless I reciprocate this gesture, I can't survive long. This is where 'Natural Selection' has devised 'altruism', I believe. This is what great philosophies of the past, including 'Hindu philosophy' has greatly emphasized the need for Love. Love, as in giving, as in sharing. And I pursue this now, emotionally intelligent, with more respect. This is mutually beneficial for all the practisioners unlike the ones which are driven emotionally alone, and by (mis)conception of mind.
That's why Love and Hatred for me is same. And this is why I respect the next human, and everything around me. This respect is enough for a good life. And the drive comes from self-respect. So, I would say, have self-respect, and be honest to yourself, and you don't need to celebrate love with a day dedicated for it. You would celebrate every moment of your existence. But, let me tell you, this is not as easy as you follow Love now. It takes tremendous courage to be honest to yourself. This is why I respect Gandhi in spite of his theistic background and other wrong deeds. And this is why I hate 'Mother Teresa' and have no respect for her.
Do this, and the affection you have for the people will be complete and beneficial to both of you. Even if the other person doesn't understand your affection, and is emotionally weak and less intelligent, don't lose heart. Never stop loving yourself, and you would not miss any body's love.
And you would not need a day to celebrate love. And for those who do not understand my idea of love, HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY........
Sunday, February 06, 2011
Favourite Movie Quotes
Well, it's not all serious and raw intellectual stuff (which is real fun in my opinion) in my blog. Let us have some fun too, in the popular sense. Here, I am posting some of my favourite quotes from the movies. I like them for their sheer genius and creativity,(intellectually speaking.... oh, no... not again...) as well as impeccable dialogue delivery by the performers. Here are some....
Goldfinger
(Sean Connery in his unique voice)
James Bond: Do you expect me to talk ?
Goldfinger: No, Mr.Bond. I expect you to die.
Layer Cake
('Facts of life' speech by Michael Gambon)
Harry Temple: You're born, 'u take shit. Get out in the world, 'u take more shit. Climb a little higher, 'u take less shit. Till one day you're up in the rarefied atmosphere and you've forgotten what shit even looks like. Welcome to the layer cake son
Magnolia
(William H.Macy at his best)
I really do have love to give. I just don't know where to put it
Lord of War
Never go to war; Especially with yourselves
Play it to the Bone
If a man builds a thousand bridges and sucks one dick, they don't call him a bridge-builder... they call him a cocksucker
(Another one from the same movie)
I am an atheist, thank GOD
V for Vendetta
We're oft to blame, and 'tis too much proved, that with devotion's visage and pious action we do sugar o'er the devil himself
(From V again)
(all his guards shooting at him)
Creedy: Die! Die! Why won't you die?... Why won't you just die?
V: Beneath this mask there is more than flesh and blood. Beneath this mask there is an idea, Mr.Creedy, and ideas are bulletproof
(One more from V)
You wear a mask for so long, you forget who you were beneath it
Mission:Impossible:2
(Anthony Hopkins at his masterful best)
Commander Swanbeck: Mr. Hunt, this isn't mission difficult, it's mission impossible. "Difficult" should be a walk in the park for you
Beowulf
(One more from Anthony Hopkins)
Hrothgar: No, Unferth No. The Gods won't do anything for us, that we can do for ourselves. What we need is a hero.
Silence of the Lambs
(And my favourite from Hopkins, though I hate Jodie Foster's dialogue delivery)
Hannibal Lecter: You still wake up sometimes, don't you? You wake up in the dark and hear the screaming of the lambs.
Clarice Starling: Yes.
Hannibal Lecter: And you think if you save poor Catherine, you could make them stop, don't you? You think if Catherine lives, you won't wake up in the dark ever again to that awful screaming of the lambs.
Cars
(Fiat Topolino)
Liugi follow only the Ferraris
Gosford Park
(Sophie Thompson, one of the most versatile actress, in my opinion)
Dorothy: I believe in love. Not just getting it, but giving it. I think that if you're able to love someone, whether or not they love you, it's worth it.
Incredibles
Helen: Everybody is unique, Dash.
Dash: Which is another way of saying, nobody is.
Vanishing Point
Kowalski - first, last and only...
Big Lebowski
The Dude abides
Goldfinger
(Sean Connery in his unique voice)
James Bond: Do you expect me to talk ?
Goldfinger: No, Mr.Bond. I expect you to die.
Layer Cake
('Facts of life' speech by Michael Gambon)
Harry Temple: You're born, 'u take shit. Get out in the world, 'u take more shit. Climb a little higher, 'u take less shit. Till one day you're up in the rarefied atmosphere and you've forgotten what shit even looks like. Welcome to the layer cake son
Magnolia
(William H.Macy at his best)
I really do have love to give. I just don't know where to put it
Lord of War
Never go to war; Especially with yourselves
Play it to the Bone
If a man builds a thousand bridges and sucks one dick, they don't call him a bridge-builder... they call him a cocksucker
(Another one from the same movie)
I am an atheist, thank GOD
V for Vendetta
We're oft to blame, and 'tis too much proved, that with devotion's visage and pious action we do sugar o'er the devil himself
(From V again)
(all his guards shooting at him)
Creedy: Die! Die! Why won't you die?... Why won't you just die?
V: Beneath this mask there is more than flesh and blood. Beneath this mask there is an idea, Mr.Creedy, and ideas are bulletproof
(One more from V)
You wear a mask for so long, you forget who you were beneath it
Mission:Impossible:2
(Anthony Hopkins at his masterful best)
Commander Swanbeck: Mr. Hunt, this isn't mission difficult, it's mission impossible. "Difficult" should be a walk in the park for you
Beowulf
(One more from Anthony Hopkins)
Hrothgar: No, Unferth No. The Gods won't do anything for us, that we can do for ourselves. What we need is a hero.
Silence of the Lambs
(And my favourite from Hopkins, though I hate Jodie Foster's dialogue delivery)
Hannibal Lecter: You still wake up sometimes, don't you? You wake up in the dark and hear the screaming of the lambs.
Clarice Starling: Yes.
Hannibal Lecter: And you think if you save poor Catherine, you could make them stop, don't you? You think if Catherine lives, you won't wake up in the dark ever again to that awful screaming of the lambs.
Cars
(Fiat Topolino)
Liugi follow only the Ferraris
Gosford Park
(Sophie Thompson, one of the most versatile actress, in my opinion)
Dorothy: I believe in love. Not just getting it, but giving it. I think that if you're able to love someone, whether or not they love you, it's worth it.
Incredibles
Helen: Everybody is unique, Dash.
Dash: Which is another way of saying, nobody is.
Vanishing Point
Kowalski - first, last and only...
Big Lebowski
The Dude abides
Sunday, January 30, 2011
What Next?
Well, Its been a long time since my last blog. Been thinking a lot again. (What else I am good at....????!!!!) All this while, I have been discussing with my friends and peers about my approach to life. About how to cross the next immediate transience? Because of some health conditions, I had to re-build my entire life strategy. Have to plan, how to make use of me being alive, both to me and my environment. I am not in any hurry to do "SOMETHING" before I die.
Looked around. Wherever I see life, I saw incompleteness. Darwin is right. Evolution is happening in front of me. Then I realized, completeness is non-existing. There is no stage which you can call Complete. Because sometime back, around May 2010, a beautiful thing happened. I had a medical condition where my Thyroid glands were affected. Because of that, my brain went hyper-active (not that it was sleeping around until then, in fact, I was advised by all whom I have met, to not 'THINK' too much). And at this hyper-active stage, there was a series of events, which I used to my advantage. The events included all bad things that could happen - career crash, road accident, horrible medical condition, not meeting/calling my friends, and worse - guilt of hurting my friend. At this stage, I involved myself in immense thinking and at this stage, I hit "IT". I had found "Voidness". I am even proud of getting to this stage, without any "GURU" or even reading much. Though I am grateful to those whom I have met in my life, until then.
I thought about writing a blog about "Voidness". Because I felt it, and due to my poor vocabulary, I couldn't put it in words. Then last month, my friend Robert tweeted me an article. It was such a beautiful piece, that it could not be said any better and simpler than that. Hence, rather than re-writing what's in that "VOID" stage, I present you the article's link itself.
http://www.wikihow.com/Explore-Voidness-and-Live-Beyond-It
Funnily enough, I started a strange exercise. I tried to fill the Voidness, after I felt it. Just wanted to see how my fellow beings around me are living with a sense of purpose. Because, I still couldn't figure out what drives them. Even now. I tried to remove all the protective layers I built around me. I even felt weakness, courageously. I realized - even discussed this in length with my friend Visu - "Strength doesn't lie in avoiding fear and weakness, its in facing them and conquering them". Got hurt badly in this exercise though. But, its worth it. Now I can understand people around me better. Now, I have become "Emotionally intelligent" too. I still haven't reached the stage where I would like to be. But, definitely on the way.
So, What's next?
I must say, NOTHING can fill VOIDNESS, not even EVERYTHING.
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